{"id":2989,"date":"2019-11-15T23:12:03","date_gmt":"2019-11-16T04:12:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/?page_id=2989"},"modified":"2019-11-15T23:12:05","modified_gmt":"2019-11-16T04:12:05","slug":"the-darkened-web","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/?page_id=2989","title":{"rendered":"the darkened web"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"680\" height=\"408\" data-attachment-id=\"2990\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/?attachment_id=2990\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?fit=1000%2C600\" data-orig-size=\"1000,600\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-title=\"weeds\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?fit=680%2C408\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?resize=680%2C408\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2990\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?w=1000 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?resize=632%2C379 632w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/debbieberk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/weeds.jpg?resize=768%2C461 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 680px) 100vw, 680px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">to remember, to keep you in death<br>I swallowed seeds of forget me nots<br>and held my breath as they grew<br>ghostly within my haunted<br>garden of gloom<br><br>overgrown and overtaken by <br>weeds, swollen with sickness <br>and grief unrelenting, a prisoner<br>in my darkened room<br><br>I was, by your shadow consumed<br>as if I had died too, had forgotten <br>how to live and now all I want is<br>to be free of every empty memory of you<br>and breathe<br><br>Words and Art \u00a9Debbie Berk 2019 <\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>to remember, to keep you in deathI swallowed seeds of forget me notsand held my breath as they grewghostly within my hauntedgarden of gloomovergrown and overtaken by weeds, swollen with sickness and grief unrelenting, a prisonerin my darkened roomI was, by your shadow consumedas if I had died too, had forgotten how to live and&#8230; <\/p>\n<div class=\"read-more navbutton\"><a href=\"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/?page_id=2989\">Read More<i class=\"fa fa-angle-double-right\"><\/i><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":2099,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-2989","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/P5H7H2-Md","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2989","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2989"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2989\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2991,"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2989\/revisions\/2991"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2099"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/debbieberk.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2989"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}